Don't be afraid to ask for help.
Yes, you are strong and capable. You have done amazing things. You have weathered storms that would have laid waste to those around you. You have proven yourself and your abilities time and time again.
I know. You don't want to ask for help. You don't want to acknowledge that you can't manage alone; that you need to lean on someone. You feel like you must weather this horror alone.
You don't. Take down your walls: one brick at a time. Open your eyes. Look around you.
Help is available to you. All you have to do is ask.
The Five of Pentacles is so me. It's my project for 2020, allowing myself to acknowledge my own vulnerability. I don't need to do it all alone. I don't need to continue wading through an endless morass of troubles, not when you have a canoe with room to spare.
Connect. Reach out. Acknowledge that I need those connections and that help.
Let's be stronger together.